DESOLATION ANGEL
WHEN YOUR TALKING TO YOUR SELF
AND NOBODY TO CALL HOME
I KEEP LOOKING TO MYSELF
AS I LIVE LIFE ALONE.....(ALONE.)
NOBODY EVER TOLD ME BABY,
HOW IT WAS ALL TO BE.
OR EVEN WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TOO ME,
SOMETHING YET TO BE SEEN.
OLD AT HEART,BUT IM ONLY 28
MUCH TO YOUNG TO HAVE FELT LOVE TOUCH MY HEART
PAIN TO FIND OURSELVES SO FAR APART
I CANT SEEM TO FIND MYSELF LATELY
OR EVEN HOW IM SUPPOSE TO BE?
WHAT MORE COULD BE ASKED OF ME?
WHEN AFTER THEY SAY WE NEVER NEEDED YOU,
THEN TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME.
YOUNG AT HEART.SUCH A LONELY WAIT,
WHEN EVERYONE I KNOW DOESNT SEEM TO SEE ME NOW.
OLD AT HEART,YET I STILL CREATE,
THE PATH IM WALKING TO FIND MY OWN WAY OUT
STILL I TALK TO MYSELF,SEEING I MAY ALWAYS BE ALONE....(ALONE).
NOBODY EVER TOLD US BABY,
HOW IT WAS ALL TO BE.
OR EVEN WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO US BABY
SOMETHING YET TO BE SEEN.
I WILL FIND MY WAY,FIND ANOTHER DAY,FROM ALL THE CHANGING SEASONS OF MY LIFE,
KNOWING I COULD DO IT RIGHT THIS TIME.
EVEN IN TIMES WHEN THEY THOUGHT THEY BROKE ME DOWN,NEVER TAKING MY HEAD OUT OF THE CLOUDS,
I PICKED MYSELF UP OFF THE GROUND,
HATRED OF THOSE I WOULD NOT ALLOW,
STANDING,WITH MY HEAD STILL HELD HIGH,I KEEP ON WALKING PROUD,FOREVER MORE,
AND THATS WHAT FOR,AND SO MUCH MORE.
MAYBE IT WONT BE THE LAST TIME I JUMP INTO THE RIVER,TRYING TO MAKE IT HOME,DRIFTING FOREVER ALONE,
IF MY PAIN DOESNT SEEM TO SHOW,GIVE IT TIME TOO SEE IT IN MY EYES.
THE STORM I MUST WEATHER IS GETTING CLOSER,
WAVES OF LONELINESS ARE GETTING SO HIGH,
EVERYTHING I HAVE CREATED IS HERE,
HOPING IT WILL NEVER SLIP AWAY AND DIE.
I FEEL I'LL NEVER FIND THE PATH TO FINDING YOU,
GEUSS I'LL LIVE THIS WAY TILL WE DO.
THE TIME WILL SOON COME,FOR ME TO CALL THE STORM,
KNOWING IT WILL MATTER LITTLE IF I DIED.
THERE ARE NO WINGS FOR MY USE,
SO I LAY WITHIN DESOLATION..
